Good Things To Remember

People will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel!
"No one can make you feel inferior without your consent. You have to agree that you are 'less' and that someone else is 'more' to feel inferior. If you don't agree, you cannot possibly feel inferior. You might know something less, or you might be able to do something less, but you ARE unique and hence simply incomparable.... Do not buy into being reduced to an object of comparison."

"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brillant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others." Marianne Williamson

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Our little one has arrived!

Our little Kailee Ryan arrived Wednesday May 13th at 12:49pm, weighed 7lbs 3oz and was 19inches long. She has strawberry blonde hair and is just beautiful!

Ryan, now known as Daddy, and his little princess!
At our appointment on Monday May 11th, the doctor said he would start us on May 21st if we didn't start on our own. Two days later, this little girl decided she would come on her own!

Here's the story.. At about 2:00 in the morning I woke feeling a little crampy, but nothing that I hadn't been feeling over the past few weeks so I didn't really think anything of it. I tried to go back to sleep, but kept feeling as if I needed (actually, had already gone) to the bathroom (sorry, for some that might be a little too much info!). I tried to go back to bed, but the pain kept getting more uncomfortable so I decided to get in the tub. Once I started the tub Ryan woke up and started asking questions but was hoping I would go back to bed soon (the poor guy had just gone to sleep). He went and got the 'What to Expect When You Are Expecting" book and started reading about labor. He started timing the "cramps" and after realizing they were about 5 minutes apart and lasted for 40 seconds he called the hospital to see if we should go in. At 3am we decided it was time to go. When we got to the hospital the nurse wasn't able to tell if my water had broke or not and I was only dilated to a 2. She decided to monitor me for a little bit and see if it was real labor or if I was just dehydrated. Around 4am we got the news that the doctor told her to admit us. Yes, our mothers got the call at 4am! (We decided we would be nice and let Grandpa and our sisters know at 6am). After 3 nurses and 7 attempts, I got my IV and my first dose of pain meds! The doctor arrived at 6:30am and confirmed my water had broke and I was dilated to a 4. By 7am I had my epidural! By 10am I was at a 7 and we had Grandma Colleen, Grandpa Jeff and Grandma Kate, Grandma Carla, Aunt Steph, Uncle Mike, Aunt Tawnie and cousins Kamryn, Kaden, Cody, Conner, Jack and Sam all waiting to see her! Unfortunately for them, they had to wait during 2hrs of pushing to see her! It was the quickest 10hrs and 49min of my life!

We are excited this precious little girl chose to come to us and we are glad she is finally here!

(We will post pictures later with her and all her visitors. We don't seem to have very many since I wasn't able to have the camera with me!)

One week old pictures! Taken Thursay May 21st (her actual due date)

Mothers Day Tea Party

My sister-in-law Jolie had a great idea to have a Mothers Day Tea Party for the women in her family. We had a wonderful lunch and played some games the Saturday before Mothers Day. It was a great idea and hopefully it will become a tradition!
I am grateful for the all the Mothers (women/girls) in my life. My mom, mother-in-law, sisters, grandmas and nieces! They are all wonderful examples and I love learning from each of them!
My mom and I

Jolie, me, Grandma Jamison, Tawnie, Colleen, Anna, Katie and Emily

Grandma Kimball and Grandma Jamison

Ryan even had a cute Mothers Day planned for me (even though we hadn't had our little one yet). Since we had planned on having dinner with my mom on Mothers Day he had a dinner for me the night before. He made my favorite dinner ever... Fillet Mignon, corn on the cob, baked potatoes, salad and rolls. He bought me a quaking aspen tree (which I call Kailee's tree) and a mother and daughters bracelet with a really sweet card! Thanks Ry for thinking of me and for the best Mothers Day ever! Love you!

Baby Shower, Baby Shower, and SURPRISE, one more Baby Shower!

Thanks to our family, friends, neighbors and co-workers, our little girls closet is FULL!! When all was said and done we had three showers! Unbelievable!

The first shower was on April 18th and was given by my sisters and moms! I think pretty much during the whole pregnancy I would tell Ryan "I do NOT want a shower!" For some reason I have the hardest time when the spotlight is on me. My mom and sisters asked a couple times if they could have one so I agreed. I did have a really good time and it was fun to spend the time with everyone! Thanks Jolie, Tawnie, Steph, Mom and Colleen! Love you all!

The second shower was on April 25th and was given by Becca Parkinson, a neighbor and friend from our ward. I couldn't believe Becca had offered to have one because she had just had a baby about three weeks before... but she insisted, and again, we had a good time!

The third shower was a SURPRISE and was on May 2nd. It was given by my co-worker Amy Votruba. Apparently Ryan had known about this one for quite a while and had kept it from me until the night before. He was sooo worried about my reaction he thought he'd better let me prepare myself. We'll just say, the night before that one was a sleepless night!

These are a few pictures from our family shower...

Me, my mom, Steph and my nephew Conner
My mother-in-law Colleen and my nephew Caleb


Tawnie and Jolie
My nieces, Emily and Kamryn
Grandma Jamison, Lacey, Peggy and Grandma Kimball

Kate, Faye and Colleen

Alison, me, Sammie, cute little Gauge, Kellie and Julie